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Dear Depression…

June 15, 2017 By Lindsay Gee

Dear Depression,

Well, hey there. I see you’re back. I hadn’t noticed you creep back into my life, but there you are. I’ve been feeling off for a few months now and rationalized it with nerves, exhaustion and yes, even allergies. But no. It’s you, isn’t it? You’re back. And you’re stronger this time.

Well, darkness. So. Am I.

We’ve been here. We’ve gone through this before. I didn’t think I’d have to see you again. Last time you were based on injury. But, I see it’s time for us to battle once again. 

It’s not okay, you know. What you do. It’s not okay. You’re a real asshole.

You’re a pitch black hole of loneliness, doubt, anxiety and sadness. But that’s not all you are. You’re anger, too. 

Oh depression, you have such strength, such power. But, I will control you now. Now that I recognize that you’ve seeped back into my body, taken over my heart, my soul. For me, you’re black blood that travels through my body at lightning speed, infecting and spreading your sorrow, anger and doubt so quickly it takes my breath away.

You’re not slow, you’re fast. You work quickly. You zing around my body controlling my thoughts, filling me with doubt and causing me to think irrational thoughts. Yes depression, you do that. You make me believe things that aren’t true. You fill my head with scenarios and feelings and so much anger I could scream.

And yes, while my brain understands what you’re doing. While I listen to person after person tell me I’m being ridiculous, well, Depression, you’re louder than those voices. And, for reasons I don’t understand, my head and stomach, well, they listen to you. They’re under your speedy and warped spell.

You make me sick. Literally. I shake, I cry, I rage and this hole in my stomach? It just won’t go away.

For me, you’re the darkest of dark holes. But it’s not a comforting hole for me. It’s nowhere I want to be. Now, I realize for some people you cause them to want to hunker down in your darkness, pull over the covers, make a nest and sleep for days, for weeks, for months. 

But for me, you make me want to do burpees and sprint and sweat in your darkness. I’m in the pit of your darkness running intervals and bouncing off your goddam walls. I’m so angry and sad and deflated and defeated. That’s your power.

These negative thoughts won’t stop. This hole in my stomach won’t close.

That’s your power.

You’re a menacing darkness with teeth that nash at my insecurities and take pieces of me every time I meet you. 

You’re unwelcome, you all-powerful asshole. And I will find a way through you once again.

You see, I have help. 

I have a community of people who support me, inspire me and believe in me. I have a family who hugs me, loves me, reaches for me. I have kids who brighten even my darkest days. So even though I’m sweating it out down in your deep darkness, when my kids are around their sunbeams reach me. It may look like the smallest of small beams of light, but I feel the light. It calls to me. It’s stronger than you.

So, fuck you. I’m gripping and clawing my way towards the light. No, I’m sprinting toward it. I will rely on physical activity to get me through this. And if that doesn’t work? If you’ve pulled me that much further down this time? I’m not afraid of the pills made to help people dig out of this. 

I won’t wear the badge of horror you want me to wear.

Sometimes you’re too strong and outside help is needed. And I’m at the place now where I realize reaching out for help isn’t a weakness. It’s a strength.

So, fuck you once again. I’m done with your darkness. I’m done making you believe I’m not good enough. I’m done being mad and angry and raging all the time, even if it’s only on the inside. I deserve better and I will find a way to get better.

I’m sure we’ll meet again. But know this…I will never give in completely to you. I am stronger than you. I will beat you time and time and time again. 

I know I don’t always realize you’re there right away, but when I do, my ugly, disgusting depression, I will fight and claw and dig your eyes out. I will fill you with joy and love and light and cover the dark hole you’ve made me struggle out of.

I will stand at the top of your dark tunnel down and dance to Dolly Parton on your grave. I will laugh and rejoice and celebrate the strength and control I have over my own body, heart and soul.

I’m not there just yet. But I will be. So prepare for the end. I’m about done feeling the way you make me feel. Help is on the way and I am beyond ready to reach for it.

Fuck you, you dark asshole. You’re unwanted here.

I’m ready for the light. 

Lindsay

 

Filed Under: A Word About Health & Fitness, Highs & Lows

Food, Drinks, Fitness & Campfires – Summer in Balance

June 8, 2017 By Lindsay Gee

It’s possible, you know. It’s possible for you to have an incredible summer without throwing all of your fitness and nutrition hard work out the window. 

I’ve been talking to a lot of my friends lately about summer and our goal, mine included, was to get as fit as possible, eat as well as possibly until June 30th and then “take the summer off”. I mean, I would never NOT workout, that’s just ingrained in me from childhood. But, I still plan on loosening up my food regimen and I’m definitely lightening up on my drink intake rules.  

But, here’s the problem with personalities like mine. If we give an inch to ourselves, we run a mile…and that mile is filled with wine stops, chips, peanut butter cups, s’mores and a bucket of excuses as to why it’s okay to binge for two months.

“I work hard all year.”
“I’m tired and my body needs a break.”
“I’m camping.”
“I’m just going to have one.”
“It’s too hot out.”
“I need something cool to drink.”
“Oh, are those chips, I never have chips…NOMNOMNOM.”
And so on…

Summer is often a time when we lengthen our leash and permit ourselves to overindulge and get a little more sedentary.

No, not everyone. Lots of people use the summer to go on hikes, or bike rides, etc…and that’s amazing. We do that in our family, too. But, we also camp a lot, we like cold beverages, we adore campfires and all the goodies that go along with our campfires (hello peanut butter cup s’mores, I love you). And, by the end of summer, I’m wearing my “I give up dresses” (think mumu), I have little energy and I generally feel shitty about myself.

But, it’s time to remember that there can balance in the summer. Yes, while we do tend to have treats and more drinks than we typically do over the other 10 months of the year, there is a way to find the balance between “treating yourself” and “overindulging”…for months on end. 

Balancing Fitness

  1. Commit to a certain number of workouts per week. Write it down and tell somebody for accountability purposes. I recommend at least 3 sessions of, minimally, 30 minutes per session.
  2. Try something new. Summer is a great time to get outside and try new active ways of using your body.
  3. Get up and get it done. Summer is hot, hot, hot in most places and the “it’s too hot” excuse is rampant in July & August. So, get up and get moving first thing in the morning. Get it done. Then hydrate and jump in the lake.
  4. Have an accountability group. Sometimes all you need is a friend, or a group of friends, to help you stay accountable. There’s something about receiving a text from a friend who is already done her workout juuuuuust when you were thinking of not doing it. Friends help friends stay fit.

Balancing Food

  1. Prepare. You know summer is riddled with dips, chips and other bonfire goodies, so prepare. Cut up your vegetables and have them ready to go for quick snacks. Same with your fruit. Prepare healthy snacks and take them with you on your vacation.
  2. Try to eat every 2-3 hours, but also have 2-3 hours where you’re not putting something in your pie hole. Summers get busy and for many of us we’re so busy taking care of others, we forget to eat or we just don’t get a chance. So, make sure you have healthy granola bars, apples and peanut, almonds, etc. at the ready so when your two-hour gap of no eating is up, you have something healthy to grab in a pinch.
  3. Substitute snacks. There are many recipes out there for healthy muffins, granola, pasta, etc that can be made healthy by removing sugar, decreasing salt and switching out ingredients. For example, switch to Greek Yogurt instead of your sour cream. Seriously…it’s good. There are ways to change unhealthy snacks and make them more healthy. They may not be considered a “health food”, but they’re certainly better than the full-fat junk you’ve been dreaming about.
  4. Take it easy. You’re allowed to have a few days of silliness and calories. But, you’ll notice a difference in your energy and take that cue from your body to get back on track. Have the chips. Have the marshmallows. And then don’t. You don’t need them for two months in a row. Find the balance between treating yourself and going off the rails.

Balancing Booze

  1. Moderation is key. You knew I was going to say that, right? Just because it’s hot out doesn’t mean you need a margarita or a beer. It really doesn’t. There are many non-alcoholic versions of your fav boozy drinks.
  2. Watch the sugar intake. While bellinis and lime slushy drinks are amazing, they’re also PACKED with sugar, particularly if you get the pre-packaged stuff. So, if you’re going to start up your margarita maker (best Mother’s Day gift EVER), try some from-scratch recipes and use fresh fruit and ice. Put it in a fancy glass and bicketty-bam…a cold, fru-fru drink just for you.
  3. Water. Drink it. For every drink you consume, have an 8 oz glass of cold, refreshing, hydrating WATER. Put some carbon dioxide in there if you want bubbles, or throw in some frozen berries for an icy, yummy treat. You really can spice up your water. I mean…it’s still water, so it’s not super sexy, but it’s healthy and your body will thank you for it all summer long.
  4. Swap out the beer and coolers. Go for hard alcohols like vodka or gin to combat the calorie-packed, sugar-coma-inducing drinks you typically lean towards. 

Listen…summer is supposed to be fun and silly and filled with goodness. But, that doesn’t mean you should let yourself go crazy. Balance is everything. I’m not promoting drinking in this article by any means, but I know it happens. And, I want you to think about the choices you make throughout the summer so I don’t have to pick you up off the floor and go through sugar withdrawals in September. 

Take care of yourself over the summer. Your body deserves that. But balance is everything. Overindulge a few days, sure, but then treat yourself to water, fruit, salads and goodness. Balance, baby. Find your body balance this summer.

If you’re looking for balance, I created Sip & Sweat. It’s a weekly email you’ll receive ALL about balance. I provide weekly recipes for summer cocktails (that’s one side of the coin) AND a workout you can do each week (the other, more balanced side of the coin) to combat your boozy side. So…if you haven’t joined Sip & Sweat:

CLICK HERE!!!

 

Have a great summer, Mamas! I’m here if you need me. Always! 
 

Filed Under: A Word About Health & Fitness, Tips & Tricks Tagged With: at-home fitness, family fitness, health and fitness, mom and babe fitness, nutrition, summer fitness, summertime tips

Summertime Sip & Sweat – FREE Summer Cocktail Recipes & Workouts!

June 5, 2017 By Lindsay Gee

Summer is the best! It really is! The sun, the heat, the kids outside laughing and playing…the summertime delicious drinks! Right?! Oh yes, I’m right. You love that too, don’t you?! 

I know you do, that’s why you’re here.

But the problem with summertime drinking? It adds up. It’s not only the calories that you consume through drinking, it’s the calories you consume because you’ve been drinking. Chips, cheese, dips and sweets all look so good and tempting after a few glasses of wine, don’t they? I know. I’m usually sidled right up next to the table with you!

The problem? By the end of summer, you’re feeling icky, your clothes won’t fit like they used to, you’re lethargic and you ask yourself  “how did I get so far off track?!”. How do I know this is what will happen? Because you’re like me and I’m like you and this is how we roll in the summer. Until now…

While I know I cannot stop you from drinking your delicious summer cocktails (because if you asked me to I’d ask if you knew who you were talking to), I can at least help you with some summer sippers worth your time AND a workout to go right along with them. While I must advise you to drink responsibly, I must also advise you to GET (or stay) ACTIVE!

Enter my Summertime Sip & Sweat.

Starting June 30th you’ll start receiving weekly Summer Sippin’ Recipes AND a Summer Sweat Workout. While I don’t suggest you drink cocktails while you workout, I do suggest that you continue to remain active and do these workouts with water and healthy snack prepped for after you’re finished. One of the best ways for me to help us both this summer is to provide at-home, sweaty workouts for you right to your inbox. Workouts you can do in the comfort of your backyard, campsite or wherever your summer takes you! 

So…sign up for my Summertime Sip & Sweat and you’ll receive access to your first Summertime Sip & Sweat PDF. Then, starting June 30th, you’ll receive a new recipe and workout delivered right to your inbox. Totally free. No hooks. No contracts. No nothing. Just me trying to help you stay active and have a little fun with you this summer! 

CLICK HERE to register RIGHT NOW! BOOM!

Simply enter your email address to receive the FREE PDF and you’ll be all signed up for the summer! 

YAY! What fun! And please share this with your friends. We will have a BLAST this summer! Bellinis and burpees? Yes, please! 

 

Filed Under: A Word About Health & Fitness, Let's Workout, Tips & Tricks Tagged With: at-home workouts, cocktail recipes, healthy cocktails, lindsay gee, summer fitness

Iced Cocoa Bulletproof Coffee

May 23, 2017 By Lindsay Gee

I’m a huge fan of Bulletproof coffee. If you don’t know that already, you need only to read more posts from my blog to see the multitude of articles I’ve already written about their coffee, their Brain Octane Oil and more recently their Collagen Bites (yum, yum, yummy yum!)! 

My true love is their Brain Octane Oil and that’s because it absolutely, 100% helps me focus, it clears my thoughts and it gives me the energy I need to get through my incredibly hectic days!

Mayvember is leaving us and we seem to have skipped spring and slammed right into summer. So today after I finished an incredible hike with a good friend, I needed to buckle down and get to work. I knew that I needed my Bulletproof coffee because on a day like today when the sun is shining, the flowers are blooming and my schedule says I need stay inside to write, program and podcast, I desperately needed help in the “focus” area.

HOWEVER…who the heck wants a hot coffee after you’ve sweated your buns off in the hot, hot sun (don’t worry, they’re actually still there)? So, I decided to create an iced coffee version of my beloved Bulletproof Coffee. Aaaaaaand my oh my…it did NOT disappoint!

Iced Cocoa Bulletproof Coffee
2017-05-23 13:38:37
Serves 1
A refreshing, cool and delicious way to enjoy your Bulletproof Coffee this summer! Mental focus and energy found in an iced coffee? Yup! Right here! Try it today!
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Prep Time
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Total Time
5 min
Prep Time
5 min
Total Time
5 min
149 calories
3 g
33 g
16 g
2 g
9 g
376 g
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Nutrition Facts
Serving Size
376g
Servings
1
Amount Per Serving
Calories 149
Calories from Fat 139
% Daily Value *
Total Fat 16g
24%
Saturated Fat 9g
43%
Trans Fat 0g
Polyunsaturated Fat 1g
Monounsaturated Fat 6g
Cholesterol 33mg
11%
Sodium 8mg
0%
Total Carbohydrates 3g
1%
Dietary Fiber 2g
7%
Sugars 0g
Protein 2g
Vitamin A
8%
Vitamin C
0%
Calcium
1%
Iron
4%
* Percent Daily Values are based on a 2,000 calorie diet. Your Daily Values may be higher or lower depending on your calorie needs.
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Ingredients
  1. 1.5 cups Bulletproof Coffee (Freshly brewed, hot)
  2. 1 Tbsp Bulletproof Ghee
  3. 1/2 tsp - 1Tbsp Brain Octane Oil
  4. 1 Tbsp Cocoa powder
Instructions
  1. Brew your coffee, as per usual.
  2. Add ghee, brain octane oil and cocoa powder to your blender.
  3. Pour hot coffee into blender.
  4. Blend for at least 1 minute.
  5. Pour over a glass filled with ice.
  6. Stir & enjoy!
Optional
  1. You may replace the Tbsp of ghee with a 1 Tbsp of nut butter to give it a nutty coffee taste. So good. Honestly. So. Good.
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Give this delicious iced coffee a try this summer and let me know what you think. Also, you should absolutely try it with natural peanut butter (or any nut butter) to replace the ghee. It is so freakin’ yummy!

Helpful (?) tip: Be sure to use LOTS of ice because iced coffee should be super, super cold, not “kinda” cold.

If you’ve yet to try Bulletproof CLICK HERE to check out their products. I don’t endorse many products, but this stuff has my full endorsement because it has quite literally changed my life (YOW!). 

Finally, just a quick note on the nutrition facts: Don’t worry about the fat content. Yes, that’s a lot of fat, but this type of fat goes to your brain to be metabolized and is the quick source of brain food you need for the mental focus and energy that Bulletproof gives you. One iced coffee per day, babycakes. Just the one! Enjoy!

Filed Under: A Word About Health & Fitness, Anti Chef Recipes, Products We Love, Uncategorized Tagged With: brain octane oil, Bulletproof coffee, iced coffee, MCT oil, mental focus, summer drink

Choose a Power Word & Stay Present As You Sweat It Out

May 17, 2017 By Lindsay Gee

Life is busy. And hectic. And crazy. Our to-do lists are usually a mile long and as Mothers, that list seems to get longer, not shorter, as the day goes on. Trust me when I tell you that I understand that life is busy. I understand that when I ask you to fit in your workout, you often roll your eyes and think “Yeah, yeah, yeah, I’ll get to that somewhere between work, the grocery store, Little Jimmy’s dentist appointment, cleaning the toilet and throwing food at my kids”. 

Life is busy. But, for those of you who have figured out how to fit it in, I want you to ask yourself if you’re really present during your workout. I know when I train my Hot Mamas I can look around at my group and see who is actively present in their workout and who is making lists in their head about all the things they need to do. I get it, you’re a multi-tasker. You can burpee and solve Little Jimmy’s t-ball/soccer/hockey practice schedule conflicts. You can Tabata and meal plan for the week. Sprints? Yes please, And, while you do that, why don’t you just go ahead and finish that marketing plan you need to get done by tomorrow.

Oh yes, I see it in your workouts and, Mamas, you need to get out of your heads and get present. 

Nerd alert: Did you know that by not being present during your workouts, you’re doing your body a great disservice? It all comes down to satisfaction. In a research study in 2016, researchers found that those who were mindful during their workouts were more satisfied with exercise and would typically sustain exercise compared to those who were not mindful. 

Basically, if you’re present during your workout you’re more likely to feel satisfied with your workout and continue to get your buns out there and get active.

How can you stay present?

I’ve recently started using a “Power Word or Phrase” in my own workouts and with the women I train. Before you start working out, choose a word or phrase that inspires you to connect to your workout and snaps you back to what you’re doing. Your power word or phrase should motivate you to push a little more, dig a little deeper and it should bring you back to the present, sweat-soaked moment.

The key? Remind yourself to use your power word or phrase. If you find your mind shifting over to what you need to get done, say your word or phrase. Say it out loud or say it in your mind, it doesn’t matter. But focus on it until you’re back to being present in your workout. 

I have my participants write their word on a sticker and put in on the front of their shirts so if I see them drifting I’ll yell their word or phrase at them and remind them to be present, in the moment, even if they don’t particularly want to be present during a minute of burpees.

Benefits of staying present during your workout

  1. First and foremost, when you’re present you can help prevent injury. Many times injuries happen when we’re not paying attention, so being mindful as you workout can help decrease your chance of rolling an ankle, tripping, etc.
  2. Exercise can actually feel good and being mindful of how your body is responding can help you remember why you’re working out in the first place. By staying present and being in your body, by feeling the exercises, you’ll start to notice strength gains, changes in your cardio capabilities and improvements in your overall health and well-being. It can be incredibly empowering and may help you stick to your workout plan.
  3. Being present during your workout helps you focus and gives you a purpose. Working out with a purpose also helps with commitment throughout the workout. Focus on the block of exercises you need to do, focus on the muscle group you’re working. If you focus on the purpose of different parts of your workout, you’ll not only be able to push a little harder, but you’ll be more likely to finish the workout feeling stronger and more capable.
  4. Being present and mindful of your body during your workout will help you with your posture and form. I’ve seen a lot of people snap back to their workouts after their mind wandered and they’ll stand taller, adjust their feet, engage their core. Being present helps reminds you of how your body is positioned right here, right now. 
  5. Finally, there are numerous research studies that conclude that by thinking about a muscle as it does the work results in greater strength increases than just going through the motions. So, if you’re going to take the time to workout, you might as well make it as effective as possible.

Get out and get active today! Choose a power word or phrase and see how it effects the quality of your workout. Be present and mindful as you workout. You’ve dedicated your precious time to working out and by choosing a power word or phrase, by being present and mindful, you’re going to help ensure the time you’ve dedicated to your health and fitness is the most effective time possible. And really, who doesn’t love efficiency?! 

Off you go! 

 

Filed Under: A Word About Health & Fitness Tagged With: hot mama, lindsay gee, lindsaygee, mindfulness, workout, workout tips

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